you're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my worl fell apart. because of you i have to spend a few days with tears. And yet, im still in love with you and i still dont know why. I wish i never i met you! then there will be no need to impress you, no need to want you, no need for loving you, no need for crying over you, no need for heartbreaks, no need for pains and tears, no need for forgotten promises, no need for rejected hugs, no need for crying myself to sleep, no need fo acting like you care, no need for everything you've done to make mefeel absolutely nothing. you knew i love you but you still broke my heart anyway. yes, i love you. i love you more than anything else in this world and there is that i would like better than to hold on you forever. But i know its not for the best. So no matter how my heart is going to break, i've got to let you go. So you can know just how much i love you. Maybe if im lucky, you'll come back. If its not, i just can make it through this. :') If one day you noticed that we haven't talked for while, its not because i dont care anymore. its because you pushed me away. Im always pretend that you didn't mean anything to me but deep inside you're everything to me. you know, im the type of girl who can be so hurt but still look at you smile and is willing brighten your day even if i cant brighten my own. it sucks when the only person can make you life happier is the reason why are you crying, am i right? you can sorry a million times, say i love you as much as you want, say whatever you want, whenever or how ever you want. But if you're not going to prove that the things you say are true, then dont say anything at all. If you cant show it, your words doesn't mean anything. i know you know this, no matter how strong a girl is, she still have a weak points. and sometimes she need a hug from a people that she love very much. but whatever it may takes, however my heart breaks, i'll keep singing in the rain till you're back again. I wish i could forget you like i've studied mere second before exam. but its not. my mother said that "loving a wrong person isn't mean that you're stupid, but the one who can't appreciate your love is the most stupid person in this game." yeah, IT IS YOU! but when i realized it, i found it was funny cause only if i knew this, im still deeply in love you. HAHA. :'D to be honest, i dont want anybody else hugged you, i dont want anybody else to kiss your lips, i dont want anybody else to have your love, i dont want anybody else to take my place in your heart. im totally get jealous when you're chatting with other girl. you're always care about your friend's girlfriend problem, you're always take care of their problem, but whin it comes to me? TO US? are you cared? you know? you just left me with nothing kayy, NOTHING and let my heart waiting you all days. in our past, i want to take care of our world till you find another planet. But now, i see that your planet is not good enough for you. Won't you just came back to our world and fix it together? i know its hard for you to accept it, but we can just try it out right? im still not understand why are you treating me like this. is this all my fault? is this is because of ME? what did i do wrong? you know right, im always act like there's nothing happen to me, i laugh all days, but did you know why im doing that? I want to just forget EVERYTHING bout you. THE WORST KIND OF PAIN IS WHEN YOU'RE SMILING JUST TO STOP THE TEARS FROM FALLING. You're a thief! You stole my heart than you through it away. HEART IS NOT TO BE PLAYED, HEART IS FOR PEOPLE TO ACCEPT IT AND TAKE CARE OF IT, NOT TO HURT IT AND THROW IT LIKE A RUBBISH! I hope a miracle will come. you know what? its better to have nothing than you've everything. Just like to be a hot chick and every men just love to played around with them and just use them like a tissue. Better if im being alone, nobody'll hurt me, nobody cant know how i am, nobody can know HOW TO MAKE MY HEART BREAKS just like you did to me. And nobody can make me falling in love again. ILOVEYOUSTUPID! IM STILL LOVING YOU EVENTHOUGH THAT I KNEW YOU'VE THROWN ME AWAY AND WILL NEVER COME BACK. BUT I STILL DONT KNOW WHY IM STILL HOPE THAT YOU'LL BE BACK EVEN THAT I KNOW THE ANSWER IS STILL NO! WHY MY HEART KEEP SAYING ONLY YOU CAN FIXED IT! IM IN SERIOUS PAINNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'o
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